7:22 PM

I don't believe in looking at the fortunes. last monday my friend ask me to try it...
i was shocked on what ived heard...sounds interesting and its all about my future..nakakapraning.. sana totoo but i want to dare what she said all the options n pwede kong gawin...

fortune teller said... wag dw mag focus masydo sa taong inwanan ako.just try focusing to my career and some day good karma will bring this to me.

8:37 AM

i got tired of this shit contest... dami ko nasayang na effort in the end give up din ako.. nakakapagod hays,, thats all i can say.. have to rest for a couple of weeks,, muna..

laki na ng eye bag ko sa pag pupuyat ko. hindi ko pa naasikaso ang bahay namin.pati ang mga kasama ko sa bahay..

6:30 PM

Forget about me - Little Bit i love this song!

You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love me forget about the signs.
So now what do i do?
Now that I know that we're through.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
If this how you want it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Too late, sorry.
I didn't have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you want it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Forget about me
I really love you.

6:25 PM

See, I've been feeling so stressed-out eversince andito ako.. I've been having changes sa mood ko, I'm often depress lalo na pag pagod na pagod na ko. Dami kasing work and I kept striving to get a  better words  of appreciation but hindi ko natatanggap yun kahit kaninu d2 sa kanila. everytime kahit anung gawin ko i still doing things that i can , I feel like I can do so much better. And so I became so emotionally sensitive, konting bagay lang nalulungkot na kagad ako. self pitty!
Point is... I get easily upset, depressed, and I often feel so lonely so I always seek company.I wasn't like this before. I'm very perky and kalog talaga.. nakakapanibago talaga kahit ako  hidni ko na kilala sarili ko ngayun  kung ako ba atalag to.. . Now I got alot of insecurities and I think all of these negative emotions came from too much thinking...
I think I'm mentally stressed. Super burn-out na talaga so I'm crashing. Help naman. How do u get rid of stress and all these negative emotions? nakkapraning na wahhhh..

6:15 PM

now im happy.....

im starting a new chapter of my life and right now im happy.....
i want to think he's the one, he's my destiny and the right one for me.
from all the fights and those situations that causes each of us to cry, im praying for the better future ahead of us.
i really love him.....
i thank him for loving me, too...
and im praying for this love to last forever.

11:27 PM

watz Ur fAvE PlAcE In Ur HaWz?

wat iS My fAvE PlAcE In Ur HaWz?

"""my frend ask me a while ago sa fb kamustahan ..haha para kaming nag slambook.,.share kolang nasa room daw siya and nakahiga sa sariling kama. """"

Paborito daw niya ang kwarto niya. Tuwang tuwa daw siya pag nakahiga daw siya dito at nag-mumuni-muni. Nag-kakaroon daw siya parati ng epipany. Dun daw niya naiisip ang mga bagay bagay. Katulad na lang daw ng pag-aasawa, panganganak at pagkaka-pamilya.
sabaya napunta sakin ang tanung l.o.l,
Humagalpak ako ng tawa. Hindi ko kasi maintindihan kung bakit napaka-komplikado ng tanong nya... Dahil pag nakahiga ako sa kama (at siguro dahil may katabi ako sa kama..), ang naiisip ko lang eh puro non-sense.at ang madalas naming pagawayan ng negro ko haha.. Katulad na lang ng kwentuhan namin tungkol sa mga walang kakwenta kwenang mga utang namin..hehe..
and then natawa siya.. edi share ako  ..

Anu nga ba ang pinaka paborito kong lugar sa bahay?Kung iniisip niyo na malaki ang banyo namin, pwes hindi. Sadyang nahuhumaling lang talaga ako sa banyo…Bago pala ako mag-kwento, pagkatapos kong sabihin na yun nga, banyo nga ang paborito kong lugar sa bahay… siyempre hindi siya tumawa. At humirit ng “Addik ka talaga melai!. Ang sama talaga ng utak mo”.. l.o.l hay hindi pa nga kasi tapos heeh ..

Mula pa bata ako, hilig ko na ang banyo. Paborito ko ang maligo. Siguro dahil sa banyo kasi, malaya ka. Ang "deep" diba? Hehe

Tama. Malaya ka. Hindi mo kasi iniintindi ang ibang tao. Dahil oras na ni-lock  mo ang banyo, may sarili ka ng mundo.

Pero siyempre, nung bata ako… kasama ko pa kapatid ko maligo naalala ko  wala pa kaming banyo nun ginmagawa naming banyo ang kusina namin haha..

At nakabukas lang ang pinto. Dun ko napagtanto ang salitang  na privacy". Sa banyo, dun ako nakakapag-muni-muni. Eto ah. Prankahan na. Usually sa kaso ko, pag-nag fufufu" ako hindi ko pinipilit. Kusa tong lalabas. Dun lang ako sa trono. Parang panliligaw slowly but surely hehe. Try niyo para gumaan loob niyo.naging hobby  ko na rin ang kumanta sa banyo.  Para di ako mukhang sirang plaka na : “Pramis! Sa banyo maganda talaga ang boses ko!”hahaha

Sa nilipatan namin na bahay, medyo maliit ang banyo pero mahal ko ito. Maliit man ito pero ang gusto ko dito eh mala sauna  sa inet. Uupo ka lang para tumae e nakapag-bawas ka na ng doble!

O diba may health benefits kapa wahaha
Isa pa sa aspeto na gusto ko sa banyo ay ang emo mode pag-gusto ko mapag-isa… mag-inarte o may kinaiinisang mga bagay-bagay… tumatakbo ako sa banyo. Dun kasi walang nakakakita… plus after mong mag emote eh pwede ka na maligo diretso para di halatang nag ka cry cry ka.
hanggang ngayon ganito parin ako takbuhan ko ang banyo , kaya kapag may problema ako doon  ako madalas ng lalabas ng sama ng loob. ayoko aksi ng nakikita ako ng iba ,at ayoko ng umiiyak ako harap ng ibang tao.. buti pa sabanyo lahat pwede mong gawin... nakaka tanggal ng sama ng loob kahit papano. bakit hindi nio subukan hehe..
Sa banyo kasi, andun ang hubad na katotohanan. Nasa sayo na yun kung talagang mag-hihilod ka o hindi.   Maliligo o magwisik-wisik lang. Sa banyo, sarili mo lang ang niloloko o lolokohin mo...



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7:09 PM

a happy birthday for me!

yehey!
I really love this day! After all the birthday blues,my day ends up with a big smile...haha! but this day im so much happy why? i enjoyed being there with my baby haha kahit dalawa lang kami magkasama na enjoy ko naman.. every one of us has received great birthday presents over the years.. pero ako isa lang ang winish ko for this day.. ang gods granted my wish na magkasama ulit kami at mabuo pamilya ko... masaya nako dun.. at sabayan mo pa ng walang hihigit sa samahn naming magbabarkada hehe.. akala ko nga wala namang nakaalala sa araw nato .. buti nalang may natitira parin akong kaibigan.. Having friends like ya'll is the most special birthday present anyone could ever have.Whether it's a few messages from time to time to say hi and let me know you're still there, or emails sent back and forth,hahaha.. .all of it means the world to me. Thank you all for the birthday comments sa facebook,cards and phone calls....my birthday wouldn't have been the same without you guys!.. though im turned to 24 haha ayoko pa talaga tumanda.. kahit mukhang matnda narin talaga.. but i hope thie year 24 of my age.. more blessings to come for me.. and wala na sanang trials and burden muna haha para naman makarecover ako sa 2009 nigthmare ko waaaaaahhh..
im moving forward..