have to fix this stuff...

finally letting go and moving on haha kala nio kung ano na?

i have so many clutters,cute lil stuffs, old and new clothes that doesn't fit but hoping that it will soon, shoe,slippers, boxes of lil mementos, receipts, pictures, tissues, manuals, unfinished scrap books and photo albums, , and diaries na hindi na tapos haha nauna pa 2009 matapos ng  araw., piles of magazines and books, old boxes of gadgets, gift boxes,bags,stationaries, letters..some that are meant to be mailed, stuffs that should be shipped galit na nga sakin cousin ko wahahahah... the paintings ang crosstitches.i have the tendency to hold on, thinking that i can still fix it, that it's still worthy to keep it, hoping that it will still be useful. and knowing that i will feel guilty and regret it once i've decided to throw it away..  kaya lang sobrang dami ng  kalat waaaaaaaaaa...
i don't know.. these are lil mementos na wala ng  value, just memories, both good and bad... and i'm having a hard time letting go,
but right now, i'm planning to let go... there's a big difference between a planned and a surprised one.
i've experienced the surprised one, twice to be exact, few years back, i have no choice but to let go of everything. today is different... i have a choice.i'm letting go of so many things...
things that i thought will help me survive and appreciate life...things that i thought will serve as my inspiration...
things that i thought will make me happy,things that i thought will last a lifetime..., pero wala,,, still i cant make it up.i did this things na hindi ko natutuloy some pof them were about to destroy na.
letting go is not really easy...surely it will really hurt seeing those stuffs go to wasteland...because it means i am now ready to forget...i'm letting go and moving on...
sad but i need to... hahah i am too in drama ? hindi naman masyado db? pero so memorable kazi. hayyyss can i keep those paintings.. huhuhuhu... dami kasi  alaga sa bahay.